my life and all that stuff...

Little brothers hitting puberty is NOT funny.

Did it ever happen to you that your life is running in the wrong direction and you’ve got the feeling you can’t do anything against it? I can tell you, it suck’s.

I want to study psychology and in germany you have to have really good grades to do so. After school I have to start studying right away because next year there’ll be an overflow at our universitys and so I had to think about a plan B. Because of my grades (that are not bad but also not good enough to study psychology in germany) I’ll maybe have to go to the netherlands to study.. I liked the university in the netherlands that i visited earlier this year, i actually loved it and all german universitys are worse than the netherlands one but it still is situated about 2 hours from where i live at the moment. 2 hours away from my family, my friends and my boyfriend. I don’t have any problems with learning dutch, paying tuition fees and so on but i just can’t imagine living so far away from here and most of all seeing my boyfriend only like every third weekend… right now he’s like my neighbour and we have the chance to meet every day even though he already is studying at an university and has loads of work but we can still meet for like half an hour or idk and this’ll be impossible if i move to the netherlands :( 

I’m thinking about this very hard at the moment (maybe because i’ve got too much time to think about it) and i know i should just relax because i can’t change much anyways but i just can’t..

I’m spamming facebook very much atm and getting on peoples nerves so i’ll start blogging here again, maybe it helps :D

I hope you don’t mind, I hope you don’t mind, That I put down in words How wonderful life is Now you’re in the world.

<3

:D

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Parents arguing. I hate this soo much. -.-

Glee comes to german tv so i can finally watch it too :) soo excited what it is like :)